What kind of mother
cuts herself because she can’t deal?
what kind of mother am I?
Guize.
There will be a post soon, and I will need your input on it.
Re blog if you are a polyamory blog.
(Source: welovepolylove, via simonedoessf)
#Im Too Dramatic To Find Out The Number This Post Would Be: Places
I am in a very dark place right now.
Super Poly Friends!
I will be in new york this week.
I wish I knew some of you well enough to meet up!
: >
21 Feels
Dance Central 2-ey
Water-ey
Broke-ey
I know that watery is a word.
(Source: rugbyteapot)
Untitled: Polyamory
As someone who’s tried being at least moderately open about my preference for a polyamorous lifestyle, I’ve heard pretty much every single objection people can come up with.
Given the fact that I’m male, the usual first response is that I must just want to go out and screw everyone I can and…
I should just have this on a laminated card every time someone asks me about it. That way, while theyre reading it I can get my thoughts together and talk about it without letting my anxiety take over.
(Source: celebrationoftheself)
FOURTEEN: Confidence and the Infection Part 1
Low self esteem is a plague and I am infected.
There are people who are, by societies insane standards, less “acceptable” than I am and yet they walk around and people fall in love with them because they are in love with themselves. I love it and it scares the shit out of me because I dont want to be alone just because I cant love myself enough to trust that people will love me as well.
Its like
I see one flaw and it becomes a virus that multiplies and masks everything that Im seeing on the outside. The longer I look, the more viruses I create and all the while, I dont realize that its my brain that has become septic and distorted my vision.
My self image has become more of a pressing matter because I dont have the comfort of ignoring it anymore. Even though I didnt believe it, my ex boyfriend told me I was beautiful all the time and loved every bit of me but now its just me. When I meet guys I like or anyone, I want them to not be able to help but love me because of how much I accept myself.
Although its great that I realize that there needs to be a change, I wont feel like Ive started a change until I know how to start healing.
